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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @12:15 PM
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haiz, only the second day of home based learning,
i already get confuse by all the instruction already.
i think tt teacher is quite funny
as they jux throw anything inside our elearning acc
as i can found na & nt work inside my acc.
den when i log in, the home page is full of thing.
shag
btw, ytd went to the robinson sale at singapore expo,
buy a little bit of things nia.
going to go there on thurs again.
this few day due to early morning slp,
i actually have lot of free time think of some issue.
i will really lie on my bed, thinking of wat should i do.
this is only the time i realise tt...
it is hard to forget, or should i say put aside( as i dun intend to forget)
a girl tt had already establish a important room or position in my heart.
joseph did tell mi tt time tt both of us have lot of misunderstanding in between
yes i know
but wat i wan to find out is tt y there are so many misunderstanding
when it is jux a one sided love.
i oso know tt last time i will always think too much.
but wat is the cause of it.
i realise tt sometimes i would had to jux lie to myself tt
it is jux a disadvantage of sms.
but many things had happen tt make it too obvious tt i am lying to myself.
everybody would say tt they would be a hearing ear,
and some really did and give mi advice or some gd scolding.
but as i know, no one understand more den mi, myself.
in the past, whenever i met with problem, i a;lways wanted to talk to u
but, ur reply give mi an impression of cold shoulder.
it is difficult to communicate when only one side is enthu.
in the process, i'm glad tt someone had taught mi something,
thank you veri much and i appreciate it.
but actually, i am doing it all along.
pretending to be enthu and happy during some outing.
den, starting to have a closure to myself.
it some kind of odd and weird tt i would say this kind of things,
but this is the thing tt is kept in my heart for long.
after all the happening and commercial,
i still can't forget.
so does this mean tt i'm useless.
i would always told myself tt plane would take my trouble away
far far away...
but it doesn't make any effect to my saddness.
therefore, i would have to pretend to be ignorance, cruel.
i can see tt u r sad over this thing before.
but think, to who will have the long term dilemma.
i trying to find some way to lessen my pain.
but nothing had help.
for nw, wat i can only do
is to make use of work to numb myself
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